Sometimes the pendulum of my thoughts swings to the dark side and I think about emptiness. About the second law of thermodynamics, about the striving of everything around in entropy and life's heroic resistance to it. It's only been 1.5 years since my baby was born, but I'm already ready to give all my energy, just to prolong his stay here. At the end of the day, everything is empty and only life matters. Life is the most precious resource.